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Garrick and Brenna, riding in
a caravan on their way back to Dead Hand Ridge, negotiate terms of
their relationship.
Brenna faced forward,
examining the looming outline of the Tamarian firebase, situated beyond
a fire glacis several hundred yards distant. A cool, light breeze from
the south played with her hair. "Would it matter if I told you that I
loved you?"
"Do you love Woodwind?"
"Yes."
"Then no, that would
make no difference."
Brenna sighed wearily.
"It's not the same with him. I wish you could understand
that."
"What is the
difference, Brenna? You hug him, you kiss him and then tell me that
he's like a brother to you. Well, I have a real little
sister, but we don't go around kissing one another."
The Lithian girl
prayed silently, rubbing her cold, unfeeling nose, wishing that Garrick
would make this easier on her, but knowing that he wouldn't. Finally,
she said: "Ok. I don’t know how to make this reflect what I’m feeling,
but I’ll try. I want you near me. I want you in a way that’s
different from what I feel for Woodwind. Just don't ask me to
compromise my values for you."
Garrick agreed. "I'll
respect whatever you believe in, gods and all, as long as you don't
insist that I think the same way."
"Then what exactly do
you want from me?" she asked.
Garrick's answer
surprised her. "Just be consistent. If it's ok to hold me one minute,
don't pull away the next. I need to know that your affection is an
honest reflection of your feelings. I think that's fair."
"Very well," she
acquiesced. "And in return, you must promise to uphold my virtue and
trust that I care about you. When you won’t tell me what you’re
thinking I begin to feel that I'm not really important."
The Tamarian boy shook
his head. "You're very important to me, Brenna. I care about
you in a way I've never cared before, but I've been betrayed by people
I trusted, people in my own family, and it takes time for the hurt to
heal."
Brenna reached for
him, holding his face in her hands. "You don't ever have to be afraid
of me," she said softly.
Garrick fell silent,
his pounding heart quickened by Brenna's nearness, her sensuality, her
intelligence, her trust. Her lovely, alluring eyes drew him closer
until breathlessly, their lips met.
Sudden Death
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