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Brenna's parents, Lynden and Alexina, have
been separated for several days while the Kamerese civil war engulfed
the Velez estate. When they come together again, their
conversation turns toward Brenna and her relationship with
Garrick. In this scene, both parents refer to Brenna using her
nickname, "Blynn."
Lynden Velez
arrived home at twilight, just after the Daystar set. He took a
bath, shaved and changed into clean clothes before coming into his
house to meet with Alexina. Though they’d been married for 35
years, the sight of her still stirred Lynden’s heart, and as she
beckoned to him from the upstairs balcony, the Lithian warlord felt the
familiar and comforting sensation of her nearness envelop his soul with
quiet joy.
He could tell from the subtle expression lingering
on her gentle face that she’d been worried for his safety.
Alexina reached for her husband and lightly caressed his cheek,
offering her lips for a warm, welcoming kiss.
“I’ve missed you!” she breathed, shutting her eyes
and melding into his strong embrace. The hard bulge of their
child, growing steadily within her womb, pressed against his loins in
contrast with the yielding of her swollen breast. Alexina nuzzled
her head against his right shoulder and thanked Allfather for
preserving her husband’s life.
Her hair smelled fragrant. On her fingers
Lynden could see smears of oil pigment that indicated she’d been
painting. “You’ve occupied the cherished places of my secret
thoughts,” he admitted.
Alexina smiled. “That’s my home. That’s
where I belong.”
They retreated to their room and shut the door,
sitting close together on their bed so they could talk. Knowing
that Brenna had visited with him and understanding her husband’s mind,
Alexina let him initiate the conversation when he was ready.
“Blynn came to see me,” he said. “Her Tamarian
commander asked that she arrange a meeting between me and their
Division commander, General Leo Braun. I’ve invited him to come
for dinner tomorrow evening.”
“Our servants are not here,” she reminded her
husband. “This will have to be a simple affair.”
“Blynn told me that the Tamarians are sensitive on
the issue of servanthood. They will prefer it that way.”
The faintest hint of a smile moved on Alexina’s
lips. “Did she introduce you to Garrick?” she inquired.
“No, he was detained with responsibilities and could
not make the trip.”
“Then I am thrice blessed!” Alexina teased.
“Blynn has come to see me twice, and the first time she brought the boy
with her.”
“Are you impressed?” Lynden inquired.
“He is handsome and even better mannered than his
brother,” she replied.
Lynden tightened his lips and narrowed his
eyes. “I’d like to meet this boy who has captured my daughter’s
heart.” He paused, thinking, then turned toward his wife
again. “Are you impressed with him?”
“Hmm,” Alexina breathed. “He is hardly old
enough to shave, yet seems wise beyond his years. I watched him
treat his wayward sister with gentleness and compassion. He is a
great warrior, and Tegene, whom we both trust, regards him highly.”
Lynden raised his eyebrows. “Dear wife,” he
said with a hint of warning in his tone of voice. “You’re playing
with me. Are you impressed?”
Alexina laughed lightly. “What I think is less
important than what Blynn thinks, don’t you agree?”
“I agree that you are being evasive, and that tells
me much of what I need to know.” Lynden sat back and crossed his
arms.
“Do you oppose their union?” she inquired.
Lynden moved his eyes toward her, then stared at the
wall across the room. “Blynn admitted to me that they are not
married.”
“They might as well be,” Alexina replied.
“They are promised to one another.”
“Yet she insists that despite their devotion, they
both remain chaste,” he stated. “That fact speaks well of his
self-control. I admit that initially, I felt concern he would be
much like his younger brother.”
“Algernon struggles, but not in vain,” she
countered. “Among his people the unmarried do not display their
beauty as we do, and I see that he is trying to avert his eyes,
especially when Thea is nearby.
“Now, do you honestly think our Blynn would bind her
heart to someone lacking discipline? She knows what is right and
good.”
Lynden nodded slowly, contemplatively. “Of
course,” he agreed. “But I would have preferred that she select a
mate from among our own community.”
Alexina laughed out loud. “My father said the
same thing of you!” she teased.
“I am referring to a man of our own faith, dear
wife. Blynn has also admitted that her boy is not a
believer.” Lynden’s gaze reflected worry.
“Why do I find myself defending him to you?” Alexina
asked. “Have you no confidence in your daughter’s judgment?”
“I trust in Allfather God alone,” Lynden
replied. “Blynn has to live with her choices, but I do fear that
in this matter she has not thought every implication through. We
know very little of this boy’s family, and most of what we have learned
thus far has not been complimentary. While we realize that the
path of a man is not determined by his upbringing, the binding of two
lives is not an act that should be undertaken lightly.
“Besides, my beloved, you will outlive me and all of
our children. This has been an issue of contention with your
parents and older relatives since we first met. Should Blynn
marry this boy the same will be true of her, provided their union is a
fruitful one.”
“Oh, he’s a warrior,” Alexina teased. “I
wouldn’t worry about that!”
Lynden acknowledged the running joke about their
fertility difficulties with a low murmur and an affectionate
nuzzling of Alexina’s ear.
“And isn’t this the same choice I faced in marrying
you?” she inquired. “If I found you the most noble of men, and
knowing you would die before my time, elected to lavish my love upon
you until your heart beats its last, why should I expect my own
daughter to think otherwise?
“Shouldn’t we support her decision and offer the
counsel she needs to make this love of hers endure? Shouldn’t we
live according to our faith and accept this boy into our family with
the same embrace that Allfather magnanimously extends to us?”
“We should take care,” he cautioned, “that we do not
discard restraint and wisdom. These are also gifts of Allfather,
given for the benefit of all people. Perhaps we would be wiser to
defer judgment in this matter until we know more of the boy’s
character.”
“Then what of Cassie and Jared?” Alexina
inquired. “Shall we ask him to leave our home until we’re
satisfied with Blynn’s future husband?”
This remark cut at Lynden’s appeal to wisdom, as he
had given his approval of the relationship and formal courting between
Acacia and Jared to the young attorney’s family. Alexina had
every right to bring this up, but Lynden didn’t appreciate how quickly
she’d found the flaw in his line of reasoning.
“We do not live vicariously through our children,”
he countered. “I’m not suggesting that we deny Brenna’s love, nor
reject the one she has chosen as her mate. We have always
respected her independence, and we will learn to love the Tamarian boy
in time. Yet she asked for my blessing with fear in her
eyes. How can I see this and bless their union without knowing
the measure of the man she has chosen?
“Now, as far as Cassie and Jared are concerned,
given the circumstances and information available to me at the time, I
offered my consent for him to live with us and court Cassie. He’s
here now, we have come to love him, and we are witnessing the birth of
real commitment between them. I would feel more confident in the
long-term prospects for Brenna and her Garrick if I could see similar
evidence of their fidelity.”
“Blynn fears that you will not approve,” Alexina
responded. “I see an ocean of sorrow in her soul, and beneath a
hardened veneer she remains frail. Blynn believes her love for
Garrick is a gift from Allfather, but she is torn because though the
boy respects her faith, he cannot accept what he does not personally
perceive.”
Lynden realized his firstborn daughter had changed,
knowing from experience how witnessing death on a large scale left a
scar that could never fully heal. Brenna, though she could boast
proficiency with a sword and bow that rivaled any man, now felt the
bitter wounds of broken bodies, cruelty and suffering that accompanied
combat experience.
“Blynn’s emotional vulnerability underscores the
wisdom of not rushing forward,” Lynden said at length. “If their
love is true, we will see evidence in time.”
Alexina had been dreading this moment. “I’m
not certain she can wait, my love.” Once the words had been
spoken, Xina paused, holding her breath. “She has spoken to me of
things that a daughter can discuss with her mother, but not her
father. She feels a measure of guilt for a strong, physical
attraction to this boy, and has pushed him to the point where he feels
compelled to marry her.”
“So she lied to me?” Lynden asked, anger rising in
his voice.
Xina shook her head and constrained her husband with
gentle hands. “No love, she did not. The boy has exerted
commendable self-control because he loves her. But if Blynn is
ready to give up her virtue for him, how much longer can we reasonably
expect him to rein in his desire? Blynn is lovely. What man
wouldn’t want her?
“Garrick is handsome, and truly a gentleman.
He’s already become an officer, an achievement not attained without
strong effort. We know he comes from a troubled home, yet I have
seen the redemptive power of Allfather at work among his younger
siblings. How do we know that the boy will not, at some time in
the future, come to an understanding of Allfather’s love when he
experiences a full measure of acceptance and grace in our relations
with him?”
“You hem me in on all sides, loving wife. How
do you expect me to respond?” Lynden, clearly troubled, let out a
long sigh.
Alexina straddled his legs and held his face in her
soft hands. “With good will,” she whispered, her bright eyes
alive in the evening light. She kissed him lightly. “With
love, honor and understanding.”
Lynden pushed his hand through Xina’s thick, soft
hair and shut his eyes, enjoying the sensation of her silken locks
slipping between his fingers. “I share a serious problem with the
Tamarian boy,” he admitted.
“What is that, my love?”
“We are both utterly bewitched by beautiful Lithian
women!”
Alexina giggled. “I am only encouraging you to
righteousness,” she teased.
Lynden responded by tickling her. “I think you
just want to plan a wedding!”
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